The morning light peeped through the curtains, as soon as the first delicate rays shone upon Bailey’s face; she was up and running to the mailbox. Bailey and Rachet had agreed on a secret relationship of sorts and since his work had picked up it left him away for days on end; they set up a letter system. If he could meet her he would leave a letter in her mailbox, telling her when he would be at the meeting place.
She eagerly pulled the mailbox door open and snatched up the blank envelope inside. She tore into it, carefully reading every word. Though it was never much, Rachet was a boy of few words. The simple letter read:
“I’ll be in town all this week. Meet me between three and four in the afternoon. I’ll be waiting.
-R”
Bailey was always elated after reading his letters. It didn’t matter that they were usually one small paragraph. To her they were treasures. Her favorite part about his letters was that he always wrote, I’ll be waiting. She could always trust he would be there for her. Rachet was far from a perfect boyfriend, but he never made promises he couldn’t keep and always followed through with what he said. For Rachet, Bailey was the brightest part of his day, week, month, whatever. She filled all his voids with light.
The minutes couldn’t pass fast enough for Bailey’s impatient heart. She must have checked the clock a million times, then she had to convince herself not to leave too early.
Finally school was over, and she could leave for the meeting place. First she went to the bathroom to fix her hair; again. Bailey, unlike most girls her age, didn’t like wearing makeup, however, she was meeting a particularly attractive boy, so a dab of lip gloss, a couple swipes of mascara, and a spritz of perfume where deemed necessary.
Bailey was finally ready to go. She turned, about to dart out of the bathroom but was met with Kayla. The girls embraced each other to avoid a head on collision.
“Hey, I thought you left already. Are you going to make dinner for your family again?” Kayla asked.
Bailey had started “making dinner” for her family as a way to get out of any commitments to meet Rachet, whenever he was available. Her family was thankful for her help, even if they didn’t understand her sudden enthusiasm to do chores.
Bailey beamed, “On my way now.”
Kayla examined her friend sternly, “So I guess the third coat of lip gloss is how you make your rolls rise so well.”
Bailey put a single finger to her lips, “Shh, now you know my secret,” she said with a wink before trotting out the door.
Kayla rolled her eyes, “Just be careful and let me know if something happens,” she called after her long-time friend.
“O-Kay!” Bailey replied without turning back.
She hurried, aching to see him again. It had been too long and now she longed for the warmth of his embrace. The tender heat of his kisses. She missed the happiness she held when he was within reach.
She only slowed when she reached the curtain. It was always a little awkward after he had been away for a while and now she found herself a touch shy. She peeked through the curtain and found Rachet sitting on his favorite rock wearing a playful smirk.
“Finally find the door?” He teased her playfully as he had done at their first meeting.
She relaxed, at ease with his carefree presence. Her hands went to her hips, “Aren’t you going to invite me in?”
He stood, “Is that what you were waiting for?” He crossed the distance to her and put his arms around her, “Welcome back.”
She kissed him. “I missed you,” she confessed.
He returned her kiss, “I missed you.”
A flash of flesh under his sleeve caught her attention, his bandage was gone, and the wound underneath was healing nicely. She touched the new scar that ruined his tattoo; a golden dragon in the shape of a cursive “S” inside a diamond shaped border. Her memory stirred.
“Does it still hurt?” She asked.
He shook his head, “Never really did. I have a high pain tolerance.”
Rachet took her hand and lead her deeper into the hideaway. The couple settled on a nice grassy patch to sit together. Rachet laid down propped up on his elbow. He was much more relaxed around her now, and rarely had his guard up these days.
Bailey’s eyes went back to the tattoo. Rachet rarely talked about anything that involved the empire. She never knew when she would hit a sore spot. If he had an issue with the topic he didn’t show it physically, he would only change the subject or simply not say anything at all.
“I haven’t seen anyone else with a mark like yours,” she commented carefully.
“I’m the only special agent here,” he replied simply.
“Really? How many agents are there?” she asked hoping to learn more about him.
“Five. I’m Gold, there are two above me and two below me,” He replied looking uninterested in the subject.
Bailey’s eyes lit up, “Wow! So you’re kind of a big deal huh?”
Rachet scoffed, “Hardly. I may be high ranking but I’m still nothing more than an imperial captive.” He shook his anger away.
Bailey leaned on her hand, “You must be really strong if there’s only two agents above you.”
He couldn’t help but indulge himself in her flattery, “Technically, I’m the strongest, but I’m also the second youngest so my rank is lower.”
“There’s actually someone younger than you?” she remarked surprised.
He nodded, “Bronze; my brother, Axel.”
Bailey squealed, startling Rachet, “You have a brother!?”
“Axel and I aren’t close,” he replied emotionlessly. The saddened expression in Bailey’s eyes made him choose to elaborate, “It’s not like we don’t get along. It’s just that, we used to have a middle brother. He was like the glue that held us three together. Things just haven’t been the same since we lost him.”
Her heart stopped as she imagined what it would be like to lose her own brother. She reached out to him, “Oh Rachet, I’m so sorry. That’s terrible!”
Rachet laid out flat on his back, “It’s part of life, and remember I have a very high pain tolerance.”
Bailey struggled, wanting to learn as much about Rachet as she could while he was feeling talkative, but clearly that wasn’t something he wanted to open up about. “You said you’re a captive. Where’s home for you?” She finally asked innocently.
Rachet bolted up, “We can’t talk about that,” he said sternly.
He got up and started to pace around. He just couldn’t seem to stand still; Bailey had never seen Rachet so rattled.
“That name sets me off, it’s one of my fight words. At the academy, they call it triggering. They pick a word or name close to you, and use it in different drills and scenarios, conditioning the perfect response from your body. My body is set on go… It makes me go into war mode,” He explained, visibly trying to calm himself down.
“Man, I am just striking out left and right on conversation topics,” Bailey commented incredulously. “Do you have any good words? How do I take it back?”
“It’s complicated,” he paused looking at her crestfallen, “I really didn’t want you to see this.”
She shook her head, “But I want to learn more about you.”
“If you knew everything, I don’t think your eyes would look at me the same way,” he said darkly.
“I don’t know if there’s anything that would make me stop loving you,” she said honestly.
He looked at her, his deep, dark blue eyes stunned, “What did you say?”
Bailey blushed; she hadn’t meant to tell him that way. It was out in the open now and there was no use taking it back, she was crazy about him. “I said I love you,” she said more confidently.
He paused, thinking over the right words to say before replying. “I hope one day I’m able to say it back with half as much conviction as you do,” he admitted.
His words might have hurt her if she hadn’t noticed the bright red tops of his ears. Rachet was very shy and timid where emotions were involved; he wouldn’t let his heart get carried away so quickly. Bailey would patiently wait to hear those words, but she wouldn’t wait another minute to be in his arms again. She walked over to him.
She threw her arms around his neck, “You don’t have to say it, but I do require some lip service.”
In an instant Rachet’s arms were around her. He looked deep into her eyes, and kissed her. His words were never so gentle or delicate as his kisses.
Words didn’t matter much to Bailey, because she never felt so treasured as when his lips where on hers. She closed her eyes, letting her feelings wash over her. She was certain he loved her even if he was afraid to say it.